While contemplating what to write in this journal entry, I came across the song Another In The Fire by Hillsong United. Everything I tried to type just didn’t seem to work. I couldn’t really articulate what to say or write, it all seemed to miss the mark. But I think this song reflects the dependency I have on God during these hard times more than anything I could ever say, especially these lines:

There’s a grace when the heart is under fire
Another way when the walls are closing in
And when I look at the space between
Where I used to be and this reckoning
I know I will never be alone
There was another in the fire
Standing next to me
There was another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
Of how I’ve been set free
There is a cross that bears the burden
Where another died for me
There is another in the fire