Dear Friend…

I wish you knew how much you are missed down here. I never personally knew you but I see your life reflected in those who love you. They’re missing a part of their heart since you’ve left all of us. I wish someone would’ve told you to hold on just a few more months you were so close to graduation. You were to young to die. God had so many plans for your life. I’m sorry you were tired and I’m sorry no one was able to pull you out of that dark pit. Im sorry you were not able to see the light that was within you. I’m really sorry. I see it in your friends eyes that their lives will never be the same since you left. I think that you took a part of them when you left us all and now they have hole missing in their heart where you once were. I know your parents wish they could’ve done more to have kept you here. I wish you knew how loved you are. I hope your soul is at peace now and you will not be tormented by the voices in your head anymore. You were a good guy. You are missed by all. I wish you could see how much people miss you down here. Most of us are still in shock about how it all happened. We all drive by Pulpit Rock and think of you and how we wish we could’ve saved you and we’re really sorry we couldn’t. The football guys looked for you all night long on Thursday they wanted you to be okay. The teachers at our school wanted you to be okay. Your best friends wanted you to be okay. Your family most of all wanted you to be okay. But you were not okay. I can’t imagine losing my best friend like we lost you. Your friends miss you so much, you don’t even know I wish their were words to describe their heartbreak to you but there’s not it’s just pure grief. We miss you and I wish you stayed longer. I hope your okay now.

Sincerely, 

A friend